As long as he loves me.

So I am feeling lonely right now and like I have no one there, probably because Ive had a really unproductive day and am pretty bored. Even so, it got me writing and I think this post out does the last by miles. 

  

Feeling lonely but surrounded by faces

Its like no one can see me in the busiest of places

I reach out for a hand, a smile, a friend

I act like i'm fine but I'm playing pretend

I am pushing them away without meaning to at all 

What happens when no one is there when I fall?

The time rolls around when my love comes back

The numbness fades away and I feel myself crack 

The pretending can stop, I let the tears flow

Cry into his arms and beg him not to go

He does despite the pleas, I know he has no choice

He knows I will miss him, his touch, his voice

Once again I'm alone but know I'm surrounded

Advice flies at me and now I feel crowded

Will it get easier, am I willing to wait and see? 

Of course I am, as long as he loves me.