Getting there....

Feels strange when I know its all okay

And carrying on gets easier each day

When the time for you isn't time at all

And the space you filled is now so small

A song, a place or just a scent

Reminds me of how much you meant

But slowly and surely I can smile

For memories that last only a while

It.

Written a while back, I think new years eve perhaps. For readers that are not close friends my Soldier has left me, he decided he'd be happier not to be in the relationship. Hence the rename, I do feel like a lost soul and I think I will for a very long time, but day by day it will get easier right? 

Love has such power over those who feel it

Love can make strong or break those that show it

Love only exists for those who believe in it

Love can destroy those who rely on it

Lov can hold up, keep safe those that protect it

Love doesn't need to be wanted to give it

Love is what love is and all of us deserve it 

To the tune of Pink.

This is a continuation of the song Pink, Just Give Me a Reason. I was listening to it on my phone one day and it was the last one on my playlist so when the song stopped it was quiet, I just kinda carried on with my own lyrics. At the time they didn't mean much to me and I didn't blog them but now I think I would like to. 
Imagine the tune if you can;

Used to hold me close night

Make love in the morning light

Now I sleep alone in bed

But you still go around my head.

I think of how we fell apart

Wonder who's the broken heart

Are you also stuck at home

Feeling like you're all alone?

Memories we made, so strong

Been together for so long

Do the feel the same as me,

Or have I really set you free?

Summer Love

The sun is shining and its hot hot!!! My summer job is going great and we already have our second intake arrived. I was sad to see the last intake go on Tuesday, it was especially sad seeing all of the summer romances saying goodbye to one another. So this poem is inspired by teenage summer love. Something that made the Student's trip to England that bit better. I hope you guys like it <3

Playing ball on the beach

Perfect place for two to meet

Unknown cultures, different tongues

It doesn't stop these young ones. 

Together now is all they see

Not thinking of what will be

When planes depart, and space is made

Will the feelings start to fade?

Time is short, but love is sweet

How hearts feel; now nothing beats

These kinds of love change with the weather

But all of them are remembered forever . 

As long as he loves me.

So I am feeling lonely right now and like I have no one there, probably because Ive had a really unproductive day and am pretty bored. Even so, it got me writing and I think this post out does the last by miles. 

  

Feeling lonely but surrounded by faces

Its like no one can see me in the busiest of places

I reach out for a hand, a smile, a friend

I act like i'm fine but I'm playing pretend

I am pushing them away without meaning to at all 

What happens when no one is there when I fall?

The time rolls around when my love comes back

The numbness fades away and I feel myself crack 

The pretending can stop, I let the tears flow

Cry into his arms and beg him not to go

He does despite the pleas, I know he has no choice

He knows I will miss him, his touch, his voice

Once again I'm alone but know I'm surrounded

Advice flies at me and now I feel crowded

Will it get easier, am I willing to wait and see? 

Of course I am, as long as he loves me. 

I have his heart

PThis poem was hard to write, it started as a story but it sounded too soppy so I made it rhyme. Not my best poem but it is a reflections of how I felt last night. 

I Have His Heart

His arms are so strong,

They can hold on so tight. 

When dreams last too long

They protect me at night. 

His hands are to hold, 

They keep me close

And when I am cold

They warm me the most. 

His smile shows he's kind

When skies seem grey

And hopes hard to find

His smile says its okay

His love is like gold,

When we are apart

I will never be alone,

I know I have his heart

This is a pillow you can buy that also comes with a wrist band that copies your heartbeat to the other pillow so its like you are laying on your partners chest. Not the same as being snuggled up with each other but as close as you can get.