It.

Written a while back, I think new years eve perhaps. For readers that are not close friends my Soldier has left me, he decided he'd be happier not to be in the relationship. Hence the rename, I do feel like a lost soul and I think I will for a very long time, but day by day it will get easier right? 

Love has such power over those who feel it

Love can make strong or break those that show it

Love only exists for those who believe in it

Love can destroy those who rely on it

Lov can hold up, keep safe those that protect it

Love doesn't need to be wanted to give it

Love is what love is and all of us deserve it 

Unsure

Needing comfort more than ever but cannot turn to you

Life falling around me but I don't know what to do

Small things matter when big things go wrong

Turns out Ive relied on your stregnth for too long

Feelings left on egde and emotions still unsure

What happens if I cannot cope with anymore

Bad things happen and our stories must go on

Even if the life you knew is well and truely gone 

Confused

One minute I am a princess, the sparkle in your eye

The next, just a girl who's realising the lie

So although you're the one who I am angry at

Your the one I turn to, Try to explain that?

Drawn to your smile, your welcoming touch

But want to run mile because you confuse me so much

My brain is struggling to keep up with my heart

Leaves me forgotton and lonely right back at the start