Silly me.

This poem is written to help me sleep, me and Luke are struggling to sort something out and don't want to end the relationship but also don't want to continue as it is now...

Silly Me

Feeling lost in my own mind

Too scared to think what I might find

I know I love you, without question

But you are not my possession

Trying to keep you close to me

Makes it the last place you want to be

I feel we have no time to live

But you only have so much to give

You feel you share it fairly well

I think you're trying to raise hell

The friends you live with follow you home

And then you wonder why I moan

I've made you my world,  now I see

How foolish that was of me. 

Summer Love

The sun is shining and its hot hot!!! My summer job is going great and we already have our second intake arrived. I was sad to see the last intake go on Tuesday, it was especially sad seeing all of the summer romances saying goodbye to one another. So this poem is inspired by teenage summer love. Something that made the Student's trip to England that bit better. I hope you guys like it <3

Playing ball on the beach

Perfect place for two to meet

Unknown cultures, different tongues

It doesn't stop these young ones. 

Together now is all they see

Not thinking of what will be

When planes depart, and space is made

Will the feelings start to fade?

Time is short, but love is sweet

How hearts feel; now nothing beats

These kinds of love change with the weather

But all of them are remembered forever . 

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Been at my summer job since Thursday, all is going well :) I will post some pics soon and I'm sure some summery poems. Not in a sad mood tonight but was feeling creative also wrote this in my journal and thought I would post it. I don't know what to call this one, any suggestions welcome :) 

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I write out texts but don't click send

Waiting for you drives round the bend

The days are long without you there

And it feels like you just don't care

Your job leaves you wiped by six p.m

But my day only finishes then

Distance grows as days go on

The longer I wait the more goes wrong

Counting down until every weekend

Our relationship uses these to mend

We tall and cuddle, shout a bit

When we're together my world is lit

I use the hours we get to share

To remind myself you really do care

Although it gets harder to say goodbye

It does get easier not to cry. 

I have his heart

PThis poem was hard to write, it started as a story but it sounded too soppy so I made it rhyme. Not my best poem but it is a reflections of how I felt last night. 

I Have His Heart

His arms are so strong,

They can hold on so tight. 

When dreams last too long

They protect me at night. 

His hands are to hold, 

They keep me close

And when I am cold

They warm me the most. 

His smile shows he's kind

When skies seem grey

And hopes hard to find

His smile says its okay

His love is like gold,

When we are apart

I will never be alone,

I know I have his heart

This is a pillow you can buy that also comes with a wrist band that copies your heartbeat to the other pillow so its like you are laying on your partners chest. Not the same as being snuggled up with each other but as close as you can get.