Feeling Lonely

So I am snuggled up on the sofa waiting for Luke to come home and I realise that tomorrow night thirteen more past that, I will be alone, and waiting for no one. Although I love my own space, to me Luke is part of that space. So I write this in a slightly lonely mood yet after a nice day so mixed emotions lol! Enjoy!! 

Pull my knees up to my chest 

Suck it in and try my best,

Mustn't whine, mustn't moan

Or everyone will think Im a drone. 

On the news I see soldiers fall

And know I'm lucky to have mine at all,

Feeling selfish for being down 

When families mourn all around. 

It's always hard to say goodbye

Every time I promise not to cry,

For a week, a month or a tour

It never hurts less, always more.